like I am waiting for the sediment to settle, all stirred up not knowing what I'll see when the water's clear again.
I had a dream that I was taking my exlover home (across the country from where I was then in the dream) by bicycle. he told me, you know I still believe you'll be my partner one day. (I thought, partner in what? business? squaredancing?) the pedalling-him-home was so hard, so hard. I gave up on the bike and drove him home in my boyfriend's car. what does that say, hmmIwonder.