2004-11-03 - -
2004-10-25 - -
2004-09-29 - sign off::
2004-09-21 - -
2004-09-21 - oh, the horror.
2004-09-21 - come on. really.
2004-09-16 - what do you mean, failure
2004-09-12 - where have you been, my heat, my shadow?
2004-09-09 - wanting to unweave it.
2004-08-26 - when they fall easily into your hand, you know they're ready.
2004-08-26 - just brambles and tangles
2004-08-25 - reminders / resolutions / remedies
2004-08-24 - be gone, july. august is better, and september shall be better still.
2004-08-24 - the other day she said to my mom on the phone, jeez, i didn't call to get a lecture. my mom said, well then you called the wrong person. i should add that such sass is out of character for my mom.
2004-08-24 - i, for one, still watch, transfixed.
2004-08-24 - ideas of order at w. walton
2004-08-18 - 87107.
2004-08-18 - settle. settle.
2004-08-18 - sleeping away these days
2004-08-13 - get get get
2004-08-11 - in it, staying out
2004-08-11 - scattered showers, visibility poor
2004-08-11 - this place was built for storms
2004-07-23 - wholly
2004-07-16 - firemefiremefireme
2004-07-14 - and they have little scribble-eyes
2004-07-14 - open
2004-07-12 - of all the venerated dangers
2004-07-09 - going where the water tastes like air
2004-07-09 - o
2004-07-07 - la la.
2004-07-07 - light light heavy light
2004-07-06 - split level
2004-07-06 - there's nothing I can do to make you happy while you sleep.
2004-07-02 - o breeze, o sun
2004-07-02 - of sleep, of sleep
2004-07-01 - anticipating this:
2004-07-01 - recently I discovered I'd had eight overdrafts this year alone. I was surprised by that. I don't think I should have been.
2004-06-30 - pour
2004-06-29 - nip
2004-06-29 - lavender blush, snow
2004-06-28 - um: uhh.
2004-06-25 - is it me in the other I missed
2004-06-24 - rolling
2004-06-23 - come come.
2004-06-21 - wherein I quote from a grant application I recently wrote, as a way to explain my current emotional state.
2004-06-14 - unguent
2004-06-14 - branch and knot
2004-06-08 - white sands coda (here and gone.)
2004-06-07 - several important intersections ('88-'03)
2004-06-07 - sometimes too many is the same as none
2004-06-04 - through a gauntlet of juggling pins.
2004-06-04 - and maybe I had meant to mention this.
2004-06-04 - what next.
2004-06-02 - corte pelo
2004-06-01 - encyclopedic, erratic
2004-06-01 - eighty to one forty
2004-06-01 - remoral
2004-05-26 - check.
2004-05-25 - pm. 49.
2004-05-21 - still, no.
2004-05-21 - I may not be interested after all.
2004-05-13 - wanting some kind of balm, some kind of.
2004-05-13 - maybe I should start smoking again.
2004-05-12 - highlights, for children
2004-05-12 - henceforth
2004-05-11 - be bothered
2004-04-25 - so there.
2004-04-13 - don't close the door quite all the way
2004-03-24 - somewhat glacially
2004-03-22 - run down
2004-03-18 - you say potato, I say (..\. :/| /: ...)
2004-03-13 - parsed out so neat on a plain in texas.
2004-03-13 - fussing with it
2004-03-13 - a couple ways to spoil an evening
2004-03-11 - on living with a sibling. the trouble as it is.
2004-03-11 - you look for yourself and you find this:
2004-03-10 - breaky
2004-03-09 - tied up in knots, placed at your feet
2004-03-04 - -
2004-03-03 - known and knowing
2004-02-25 - wide-eyed night zoo.
2004-02-24 - the end of home haircuts has arrived. it's fine, I must move on; I am an adult now. I am happy to hire the services of a professional.
2004-02-21 - a little scowly and a lone.
2004-02-19 - digital, analog
2004-02-19 - if you own a toaster oven, you know you own a toaster oven.
2004-02-09 - plus one day minus eight hours
2004-02-02 - sleeping in your bed while you're away
2004-01-27 - I just sort of have a problem with anger sometimes.
2004-01-26 - under dog.
2004-01-23 - making a stronger case for the solo go
2004-01-21 - that acrid smell:
2004-01-21 - exercises in dissimulation
2004-01-20 - like an ox. but more exhausted.
2004-01-19 - fridays are the new sunday, and mondays saturday then too, but less open-ended.
2004-01-18 - the last time you'll ever eat my motherfucking baked potatoes or make me listen to your crappy homemade electronica
2004-01-18 - anniversary, part two
2004-01-17 - my head has felt so addled all day long
2004-01-15 - containers will contain
2004-01-14 - caustic & depressive, but not sauced.
2004-01-13 - all those tiny dots of glue
2004-01-13 - and I spend half the day making tea for myself
2004-01-12 - (how many factors conspire)
2004-01-12 - where inaction gets you:
2004-01-08 - should I should I?
2004-01-07 - (waver, waver)
2004-01-07 - ree-ree.
2004-01-07 - dogs will always just be dogs, and I will likely never like them.
2004-01-05 - when the car stops and you get out
2003-12-18 - would that these too, too
2003-12-16 - -
2003-12-15 - holly holly day
2003-12-15 - you know those moods where you just can't say a word
2003-12-12 - (that fear again)
2003-12-11 - small recompense
2003-12-10 - (settle)
2003-12-9 - and the chairs creak each time we move
2003-12-09 - 12-11
2003-12-04 - another chance to miss you
2003-12-03 - for three years I have refused your proposed "lunch" dates; I would have thought you'd get my point.
2003-12-02 - {remember: fortitude}
2003-12-01 - it is this time of year I think
2003-11-29 - and then I said, "don't call me again for a really, really long time."
2003-11-28 - forty thousand pounds
2003-11-28 - quick to anger and quick to speak
2003-11-25 - november has never been a favorite
2003-11-24 - skivvies
2003-11-23 - fighting back urges to leave
2003-11-23 - thee co-tee
2003-11-21 - korper, no kultur
2003-11-20 - kind rewind
2003-11-19 - that this too, too solid flesh
2003-11-18 - (yawn)
2003-11-18 - narciso
2003-11-18 - you and your stupid band names
2003-11-18 - an ache of sorts
2003-11-18 - another passing mention
2003-11-17 - fold em hold em
2003-11-17 - hanging out the side
2003-11-16 - problem exchange
2003-11-13 - placing piles into drawers and calling it "filing"
2003-11-12 - owies
2003-11-11 - listing
2003-11-10 - sounds to make fake novels to
2003-11-09 - will the rain to rearrange
2003-10-30 - getting rear-ended is the new sport
2003-10-29 - a few things I like to see
2003-10-28 - outage
2003-10-27 - a short unchanging list.
2003-10-25 - but the cold nights held such promise
2003-10-23 - a book you read in reverse
2003-10-22 - the ride home
2003-10-21 - navigating memories, being set awry
2003-10-20 - one in the other and nothing has changed:
2003-10-20 - (this may be how we always live)
2003-10-15 - sometimes called "the loneliest highway"
2003-10-14 - set me back on the task for once.
2003-10-12 - sunday evening, eyes aburn
2003-10-08 - when you're gone
2003-10-07 - suddenly Tuesday becomes far more interesting
2003-10-07 - descend-ascend
2003-10-06 - paint fumes left the window open
2003-10-03 - what: wait:
2003-10-02 - kind & kind of
2003-10-01 - the way the air has started to change