I don't know what I am meaning to say.

each time I realize something important, I can't ever quite write about it. I worry I will misdescribe the thought and hence stop feeling it. I can't ever quite say just what I mean in times like this.

something important just shifted and all I can say is just that: it happened. I can't quite explain. and the world is better now because of it. I wish that I could say how.